Rebirth

Atsirt | 25th Mar 2011 | 一般 | (3 Reads)

___________ are rare animals. And I've been so bad at getting them. It's not just about being good. Because pure goodness is cheap. They need a handsome premium to be lured, and stay.

Some people are just not born with that premium. If that's why they're never valued, God, is there a problem when you make them? When they need someone by their side, why no one gives a shit?

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If I were a fish

Atsirt | 30th Jun 2010 | 一般 | (22 Reads)

"If you will be a fish in your next life," Eva asked me on our birthday, "what would you want to be, a fish in an aquarium, or one lying dead on a dish?"

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Our last summer

Atsirt | 27th Mar 2010 | 一般 | (8 Reads)

J long time ago told me her fear that after we depart, we depart.

I didn’t think much that time. In fact I didn’t believe that at all. So I said, J, no, that wouldn’t happen, at least, I won’t leave you.
But I feel like, I’m leaving everyone else.
It was such a sudden yet sour thought, after a short conversation with C.
It was like a conversation pulling me back from a long, long dream. In my dream everything is sweet, and unreal.
I have a selfish thought to keep everyone as the first moment we met. But no, we are just… so not the same. And I will have to accept that we’ll leave each other, for good or bad, sooner or later. And one day we will be history, and live only in each other’s memory.
And the weird thing is I never try to grip. I let it slip through my fingers, every time, all the time. I live on my dream. In my dream things never break, even when they fall from gravity.
W reminded me of the gravity that we either win, or lose. He has chosen to win. He has to. Some people have to.
Sometimes, it’s not a choice. I let it slip, like every time, all the time.

I can still recall
our last summer

I can see it
our last summer
our age of no regret
when happiness is simple
when dream is still sweet

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Wake me up when everything ends

Atsirt | 8th Nov 2009 | 一般 | (28 Reads)

went out for a long long lecture today

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went out for a long long meeting today

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have played the same song a thousand times

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Should never give yourself too much time to think

Atsirt | 14th Aug 2009 | 一般 | (29 Reads)

Last night I was attacked by a sudden wave of gloom which marked the first ever night in New York I couldn’t find myself effortlessly falling asleep.

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A series of unfortunate (and fortunate) events

Atsirt | 7th Jul 2009 | 遊記 | (36 Reads)

The worst and the best happened on my first day in New York.

The worst was a combined tragedy that my plane was 4-hour delayed, there’s nobody picking me up in the airport at 1:30 am, and I realised nobody has reserved a room for me in YMCA at 3 am.

The best was that I had the best situation management lesson in my life, which was to appear helpless and waited for some kind people to save me.

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Left-----------Stuck----------Right

Atsirt | 9th Jun 2009 | 一般 | (40 Reads)

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Viva La International Bus and Global Motors

Atsirt | 18th May 2009 | 一般 | (45 Reads)

嘩原來我寫了blog都一年啦（荒廢了半年）

胡里胡塗的趕巴士、上巴士、hea日子

塞車、撞車、搭夜車